Can’t sleep

I can never sleep. It’s either I wake up multiple times in the night or try and end up staying up for hours. When I wake up in the middle of the night I normally see a man, woman, a little girl wearing all black, or a little girl wearing all white. It freaks me out they don’t say anything they just stand there. The little girl wearing all black will stand right next to my bed. The rest of them will be in my closet. I’m always afraid when I’m in my room or the upstairs entirely. When I’m walking up or down the stairs I feel like someone is going to push me down and I also feel like there is someone right behinds me. Then I can’t breathe because I scare myself so bad. I’ve been seeing people for a while now. A couple years ago I seen my great grandma standing by the laundry when I was at my aunts house. But the thing is my great grandma was dead. When I was two years old I would sleepwalk and go bye the currents and start talking to someone. And when I was barely five I was sleepwalking into my moms room giggling while listening to a singing doll. And my mother told me that the first day back from the hospital I didn’t start crying at all that nigh and when she woke up I wasn’t there. The blankets were still swaddled perfectly like they took me out and re swaddled the blankets. And I was only a couple days old I couldn’t have moved out of the crib without messing up the blankets. So my mom went to see if I was by my dad but I wasn’t. Later they found me in the corner of the billy bed freezing. My mom and dad still don’t know how I got there with the blankets still perfectly swaddled. Well that’s it for today bye.

-Ari